Or want the same things as i do.
And everything here now is as simple as black and white, it works the basic, but it's just plain. Maybe it's timeless but it's boring.
So you can copy the boring stuff, i'm moving on =)
You know how it is when girls are good friends and everything is okay. We hold hands go toilet, change out of P.E teeshirt in the same corner of the classroom. You see my bra, i see yours, your panty got holes, we both laugh about it.
But when things go bad, everything changes.
We each find our own alliance of friends to go toilet with, you tell people my bra cup is too big for my breasts and i'm wearing a bigger cup cox i'm a slut and want to attract guys. Your panty got hole, i tell people you're probably not a virgin anymore.
So it's very simple, we're no longer that close, i didn't say it but i'm sure i've made you feel it.
I don't say it becox i'm angry and disappointed, and recently, grossed out. By all the things you've done and is doing. It's like i never really know you. So i don't even know how to approach this by talking. That's why i show you! By actions! A simple idea, GET AWAY FROM ME.
I've never been the best friend anyone could get, but i'm not a bad friend for sure. So the least i think i deserve, and that i could expect for, is for whoever i'm nice to, to be normal. You know, don't have to be nice to me, but don't do bad things to me.
Don't constantly throw me in the bad light just so you can shine.
Last i remember, you're a shining star yourself, you're popular everywhere you go, you're beautiful on your own, your smile is sincere and you're just really, really charming.
So i really, really, REALLY have no idea why you've been doing what you've been doing. It drains me sometimes when i think about it. Like this hate that builds inside me, along with the guilt, like it's my fault you're treating me like shit and i'm not telling you i hate it.
If the problem here is a one-off.. Or if only.. It wasn't so OBVIOUS on each occasion that you try to step on me to raise to a higher ground, if only i'm a little bit more stupid than i already am.. I'd have just live with it. But it's been like that for the past 1 year and 2 months.
For all the times i were on your side, and covering you for all the fucked-ups, i really don't expect this in return.
Now i just want you to go away.
I'm happier without you. I'm happy anyway, you just make me less happy. And i don't need it to be that way. Now i decided not to live with the guilt anymore, becox i've tried so hard to show you that i'm unhappy with you. But you're just too occupied with stepping up to realise. Good luck then.
My advice, Black n White is not good enough, so i'd leave us in the grey.
Oh and Black n White is not good enough, but it makes everything okay. Like just okay-okay. Hahaha! So you can have it, I'm moving on, to COLOURS! =D
We're all different.
How can you be me? I so weird! =D Plus i so under-achiever!
Ohhh.. Maybe becox i humble, you like. Lolol.